As human beings, or even God's child , our needs are great, we have high hopes and high expectations to be met.. It's perfectly normal!:) Continue to aim high and smile along the way. Remember the innocence we once all have as a child, even though the society tries to hurt us and pull us down and pollute our thoughts with evil things. Aim for self improvement , not self-seekingness. Continue to improve ourselves and the focus is self change, not changing others. Do not blame others but emphatise.
I am grateful for the experiences I have to break me down and mould me up. Even though I don't understand why things happen the way it is and not sure why I can be indecisive and not sure of the choices that I have made and the words I said which I have caused people to be displease with me, I am truly sorry about it. I just want to be grateful for all that I have and that I have a faith that I am in which is suppose to shape me to someone better eventhough I have many flaws. May you forgive me if I said anything makes you unhappy.
Grateful for the difficulties and trials that I had.