Hurts

Sometimes tears are forced back. If only I cared less. Heart hurts, memories forgotten. Drained into the abyss. Immuned in feelings. No longer who I wantedto be. This is the ultimate negativity i will get. No thoughts, no fear. I hate what I am becoming. I need to escape and need to be alone.

For Haters and Lovers

'Road to the hilltop'

As I contemplate about my life, no doubt that I have got haters and I have people who love me. For the haters, I would actually thank them for seeing the bad qualities in me and hating me for it, which I couldn't see myself so that I can change.

For people who love me, I would definitely cherish and appreciate you even more! Thanks for being part my life as we strive together!

Off to sleep for now. :)

Should we fail

15 But I am the Lord thy God, whose waves roared; the Lord of Hosts is my name.

2 Nephi 8:15

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We should act with all determination in face of difficulties that enslaves us, as if like an envisage of "failure" that seemed to hoard towards us like a battlion of enemies.  

Happiest

I only want to be the happiest I can be. Not bothered by circumstances, surroundings or even environment that dictates how happy I can be. Unencumbered, my happiness is from within, not from outside. 

Love

Love itself is mystical; it comes suddenly and sometimes it drags on till it disappear. 

It excites, stops your heartbeat and soon it becomes a memory. 

For some, it is misery. No matter what, we live to love. 

Optimists and pessimists both have a part to play. Love unites both and sparkles fireworks. 

However, in life, we need not worry because love envelopes our heart in all circumstances. 

We know the significant other is constantly loving us and keeping a lookout for us. True love survives through eternity while Eros lasts a moment. 

Fret not at all, the guiding light of truth will shine through our path till we find happiness and comfort. 

Love till the end because it is worth it. ∞

My needs are great

As human beings, or even God's child , our needs are great, we have high hopes and high expectations to be met.. It's perfectly normal!:) Continue to aim high and smile along the way. Remember the innocence we once all have as a child, even though the society tries to hurt us and pull us down and pollute our thoughts with evil things. Aim for self improvement , not self-seekingness. Continue to improve ourselves  and the focus is self change, not changing others. Do not blame others but emphatise. 

Have a heart of adventure too:p

Keep on keeping on. Jiayou.

Love life

Enjoy Life, enjoy Nature:) 

Live for goodness of life. 

～我不在乎曾今拥有。

我只在乎天长地久。～

To be protected, not to be used

To be wise, not to be fool

Start writing

To keep reflecting and keep on moving.

To record something that touches your life the most. 

Recognising a soft spirit which is always around. 

Softness and kindness which is of the spirit. 

Writing will makes us remember. Therefore, I should keep recording. 

<3 nothing else but Christ.

Personal scripture studies Alma 31

The best things are free

The best things in life are usually free~~ I love them :)

Gratefulness

I am grateful for the experiences I have to break me down and mould me up. Even though I don't understand why things happen the way it is and not sure why I can be indecisive and not sure of the choices that I have made and the words I said which I have caused people to be displease with me, I am truly sorry about it. I just want to be grateful for all that I have and that I have a faith that I am in which is suppose to shape me to someone better eventhough I have many flaws. May you forgive me if I said anything makes you unhappy.

Grateful for the difficulties and trials that I had.

Satan is happy

ーWhen...

1. People are grudging and hate people around them.

2. People are miserable and complain about life.

3. People stop praying and following Christ.

4. People block out the good and Christ in their lives.

5. People fill up their lives with worldly desires. 

6. People lost the vision of who they are and who they are suppose to be.

Discerning the Good, Better, or Best?

How do we know if something is the best? 1. Always adopt this power of discerning from a higher being. 2. Be positive. 3. Be grateful. 4. Live Healthily. 5. Pray always.

Making it better

Make it a great Holiday season with helping other people and the needy!:)

Finding out ways to be happy

What can we do this Christmas season to be happier?

Scatter sunshine..!

Tell someone

something you like and admire about the person.

Be friendly!

Let your centre be all about _____. 

(The refiner)

Discerning spiritual voice and own voice

More often than not, we ask ourselves this questions if we seek God. After some time of learning how to recognise or differentiate my own voice and spiritual voice, I realised that the spiritual voice speaks to me in a lot of manners to calm my heart and soul, exactly like how people put it, a small, still voice which brings calm and peace to my heart. One way or another, it also speaks to me through scripture reading and yes, it speaks through my mind and thought too. If my thought leads me to doing good things, that is definitely from the spirit, if not, then it is not of the spirit. No matter how the spirit speaks, it is usually direct to our soul which sinks deep into our heart. If you wonder if you have heard the spirit speaks to you, it has. If it brings peace and calmness to you, it has spoken and soon, if more earnest practice, we would know its promptings and even going doing good things it has prompted us. I am grateful to learn its voice and for the church too in which found what I was searching for all these time.

Cool

http://www.mormonchannel.org/video/mormon-messages?v=3701964025001

I am a child of God

The truth is, we are all the child of God. Let not the world or others define you, you are of great worth snd great value to God, whose love is infinite multiplied by infinity. Let him shape and guide ourselves, not by anyone but him. 

Grateful for Sizhe's mum baptism

Her mum baptism will be etched deep in my soul as I felt such tremendous spirit in her baptism and I felt I was guided by the spirit as I speak and the whole room was warmed by the spirit's presence. As Sizhe's mum describe it, it was such a heartening event where she saw a gleam of light as hands were laid upon her head. I am grateful to be part of the event!:)